A Message For The Christian Woman Struggling With Imposter Syndrome | Angela J Herrington

I don’t know about you, but I have spent years worrying about people seeing the real me.

I worry about people seeing through the nice smiles and the polite phone voice and all the extra effort it takes for me to be up and out in public, and present an image of someone who has their stuff together.  I worry that my kids will recognize that I don’t always know the answer when they ask those hard questions. I worry that my husband will wonder if he got scammed, if it was a bait and switch, and somehow the girl he dated had run off somewhere else and he was left with me.  I wonder if my parents look at me and think “How did she get here?” instead of where they thought I would always end up.

I wonder if you, my beloved sisters, who follow me online and read this blog and read my emails see me as a false prophet, and recognize that my messy words may not always reflect the heart of God.  

I spend a lot of time feeling like an impostor, feeling like Moses at the burning bush, saying “You want me to do what?! Why should I talk to Pharaoh? I’m not good with words, send somebody else.” Maybe you do too.

But the more time I spend with courageous Christian women who are taking God’s word of hope and encouragement and salvation into every dark corner of the world, the more I hear them say they feel like impostors too.  

The women with more books than me, the preachers who take my breath away because their words so perfectly reflect exactly what I needed to hear, the bloggers with huge platforms, the women who are prettier, the ones with nicer homes, the ones with bigger email lists who always make home cooked treats and have million dollar launches.

Sisters, the more time I spend with God, the more I learn what He says about me, and it’s making me question this whole impostor syndrome.  

It’s real, I don’t doubt that it’s real. What I question is why on earth do I give it so much credit? Why does the voice of doubt, whom we call the saboteur in the coaching world, get so much time in my head when I have a God who is incapable of speaking lies? Just waiting for me to make time to listen to Him so He set me straight and release me from those doubts(again)?

That’s the trick that the world plays on us.

That’s the trick that evil and darkness have going, and they’re really good at it, because most of us question our value. Most of us question whether we’re good enough to sit with God, whether we’re good enough to be a mom to our kids, or whether we’re good enough to do this big scary calling that God has put in front of us.  

But here’s the thing: God doesn’t lie.

God doesn’t make mistakes. And God isn’t an infomercial salesman trying to hype you up so that you’ll go along and make a spontaneous purchase that you’ll regret later. That’s not who God is, He’s incapable of those things.

God is Truth.
God is Hope.
God is Life.
Which means those are the ONLY things that He is pouring into us.

He’s pouring His truth, which is greater than any lie the enemy can tell you. He’s pouring His hope, which is greater than any fear that’s in the world, and He’s pouring His salvation and His grace, which is greater than any mistake we ever have made or ever will make. Perhaps impostor syndrome will diminish when we recognize that God’s not going to scream and shout and jump up and down to get our attention.

Because I believe, God’s voice is that small still voice at night that says “ I love You.
You’re enough.
Let’s go do this amazing thing.”

 

How do you overcome imposter syndrome? I’d love it if you let me know in the comments, and don’t forget to join the conversation over in our group of like minded women, Christian Women Who Lead!

 

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